)): i think im very dumb. and i think im very boring. and i think im too quiet. and i think i am not a very interactive person. okay there. i said it. im not feeling too good about myself today): which is sad because today is supposed to be a very special day. met abang hafiz and kak whatever-his-wife's-name is at banquet today. and she said i am very shy with her although we're cousins. which is not true. i am not shy. maybe i am luhh. if that's how people see me. ): but i cant be loud. i just cant okay. and i dont know what in the world to talk about to people. yes, my one BIG weakness. my self-esteem is THAT low. especially today); i reduced my self-esteem by 150% today. yes, its that bad. i called lianne fat that day. in a i-dont-really-mean-it way. because she said i was too quiet and too nice. so there. i said it. i have to be more outspoken but not in a mean way from now on okay. hahaaaa.
tmr staying bck to make ms sia & mr ong's card. and tmr's malay compo ca. and tmr's home ec will be vegetarian mi fen. whatever that is. ughhhhh.