Today was absolutely zany. I was laughing non-stop 80% of the time today. But i still had the annoyed feeling i get every beginning of the week.
Oh, you know whats pathetic? i didnt bring my wallet! which means, no money, no house key): again! Shaf said she lost count already cos this isnt the first time this term.
Then it got pretty gloomy afterwards.
I learnt so many things today. Its really super how you can just sit back and watch people and then you'd wonder why people do certain things. You know those moments.
Oh, i found out that my blog gets a very special visitor everyday! hahaha, okay, so i'll update more often k!
and then i also learnt something new about a certain someone. something pretty big actually, to me at least, cos i really didnt know. (wriggles eyebrows) haha okay i shall stop it now.
And i'm super duper evtremely annoyed at another someone for completely ignoring me, or us, rather. So this is all i have to say to you:
Hi friend, you know when we were little, i mean really little, (back in those days when i was taller than you still!) we made a promise to never tear our friendship apart. Ok, i know that probably sound pretty childish now that we're sixteen and have more realistic views about life. But still, those little things still mean something now. We're drifting apart. And i really miss you, buddy. I honestly dont know who i can rant and complain to without worrying about what they may be thinking about me. People do put up false appearances, you know. And, sad to say, sometimes even people whom you think you're close to do that too, and that really hurts alot. Like when they say one thing but think smething else. You know i can tell you absolutely anything. And then you just nod and you just understand so quickly. We dont have to laugh all the time, or we dont have to fill every gap of silence with words. I can just sit with you for hours without talking, and without feeling the least bit awkward. Yes, you know that's the way things are with you. And now, its really different. But, I really hope things are well with us. Okay? Cos that really important to me. And, ada girlfriend doensnt mean you cant talk to your bestfriend anymore kan. please lah, we've been friends since we were in diapers! okay, talk to you soon k?
bye, blog. bye, friend.