ohmygoddd its been a million years since i posted here!!! Guess i'll shift back here and post more often cos i've got so much to say now. Life's been pretty shit so far its safe to say i've pretty much been drifting the past 6 months. I dont know why the hell i go to school for when i dont get a single thing in my head.
K best. SA1 in 2 days and less than 50% of my brain is filled.
I wouldnt say i regret spending my holidays the way i spent it though. Its been really great catching up with some of my best friends and i dont regret a single minute of my time spent with them this hols. Its too late for regrets. All i can do now is to make full use of the time i have left and do my best with all that i have. I promise, i can do this.
#believe
I've been too emo lately, keeping to myself in my own little bubble. Life does that to us sometimes. Life. Plays tricks on you and makes you think too much. I like my alone time but sometimes the silence gets too much to bear and i just want to break down when i think of everything. All people see is my exterior but wtf im going through lots of shit right now no one would bloody care to know about. Haiy thats life. Everyone has a story to tell (or to keep for themselves - whichever they'd prefer)
I just love my best girls so damn much i honestly dont know how i'd go through life without them. Although we may be scattered right now, in different schools or with our own groups of friends we hang out with now, all i can say is that i hope this friendship we have will last for years to come and that we dont ever grow apart no matter how far the physical distance is between us.
argh fuck why am i feeling like this? im so sentimental and mushy and argh damn it sia i think its all these emo crap i listen to all the time making me so melodramatic and shit.
wtv k, mr moon did recommend that i create that emo playlist for study sessions. ugh and here i go again. sial je mr moon keeps popping in my ead, sneaking into my thoughts each time i promise myself id give up, forget him and focus!! bloody hell ~
ok id better stop now before i get too carried away.
gonna read up on econs now sigh my bedtime story for tonight -.-
see ya guys <3