Most people get out of the house to get away from family. Me? I go home. And i fucking hate it. Im not the one running from family, it seems like everyone is running from me. Fuck la i've never felt more alone in my entire life. Thanks so much for all of that. For making me feel like im woth nothing. I work so hard to please you, i don't ask for anything, not even a cent of your money. But you only see me as a mute presence in this household. Im not a fun daughter who likes to go out with family, i'm not an overachiever you can boast about to your teacher friends. I'm just ordinary me, not even pretty enough for anyone. Not trying to wallow in self-pity but i'm really just getting tired of living like this.